Ting Mu 6-8

 The next few days, Ting often tears, but his stubborn nature, only in front of me in a coma and his mother would cry. Every time he saw him in tears the way, I would cry, half of the to his mother, but more because of him. Then one day, his mother's heart stopped beating. her as a mother, a mother and all mothers have the same motherly love, harboring a deep guilt and his son love, left this world. That day, when the doctor looked at the monitor, repeatedly shook his head, I thought that Nicholas would not help to cry. to my surprise, Ting not only did not cry, but very quiet He has been at her bedside, quietly watching his mother's face gradually become yellow and white colors, has been from seven p.m. eleven o'clock at night. The doctor reminders several times, the body carried to the morgue to make, but also continuously and I say the provisions of the hospital. I for Ting, begging, only this time drag. I come over, pulling Ting sleeve and said: staring eyes moved me, and moved back to his mother's face. He nodded slightly, light almost be seen. doctors came, and with eyes looking at me, it is a consult the eyes. I see Ting, Ting's big eyes open, tightly pegged to his mother's face. In this last moment, he seemed to take his mother's look in their hearts forever. I know that this did not go poured had to severely heart, the doctor nodded his head. It was about five years old about a female doctor, she is very sympathetic to the plight of Ting, could not bear to separate their own mother. She looked back, waved to the side of the nurse. Two nurses came, a white list should cover Ting's mother, Ting time like mad, suddenly clinging to his mother's body has been cold, hoarse shouted out: ; he stubbornly stick to her mother's face, crying voice has changed, but feelings. I spent a good hammer Ting, in his arms only. Ting's face distorted, tears, nasal mucus, saliva has been indistinguishable. Ting kneeling on the ground, beating his forehead to the ground with Gordon, I feel bad great, also kneeling in front of Ronnie, cling to him, let him meet again. he was calling, to: Ting came up ward. Here, the morgue, a middle-aged man, as big around as a feminist leather apron, pushing a car covered with hard rubber of the flatbed truck, to collect the body of the. doctors and nurses have retreated to the back go, the man pushed his car to the next to the bed, standing car there, across the car, bent over hand, pull the body left arm Ting mother, rearing a drag, Ting's mother has been driving a limp. When the second pull, Ting mother's head against the iron railing of beds, dead, she is to the end! so how can you not respect her? do not respect our feelings? heat, no more stop. crematorium as soon as possible and contact you hear? Miss Chang to go. the moment, Ting looked empty room, can not help but sadly lot of trouble again. I know, Ting can not stay here, and as soon as possible to find ways to let ting back to school to school. Ting came over to me, looking affectionately me, as if restored the former glory. He also used the custom action, arms clamped to my waist, his hands grabbed my hips. withstood my forehead with the forehead, about a flash in the pan: without you, I really do not know how to do. Thank you, back to Beijing. I tried to get rid of him, and then went inside the room, sat on the sofa in the old frame. Ting also told in, another plane sitting on the sofa, watching me. I said to him sternly: No plans? how to do? the future, how do? Remove the bag behind the door, cigarettes and lighters, I have not seen him for a long time with these things. He lit a cigarette, suddenly a puff of smoke emitted from the nose and then, fans have his eyes wide open not even opened. for a long time without smoking, and he coughs a few times before to calm down. I've been quietly waiting for him below. He sat back sofa, as if deep in thought, as I'm really worried. After a child, he finally spoke: looked up to see me, I looked at him with concern. He continued: my pictures want me to accompany them. offer a thousand. I sit with him to drink, he touched me. I just feel nauseous, especially to see his beautiful face that thinks. I can not resist, but also greeted with a smile. evening, he introduced me to, I do not know how to do. I l r Daddy to come and talk to him the price. because it is the first night, and I conditions are good, and he promised to give fifty thousand. I was like a lamb sold son did not know that to go, what kind of consequences. can only follow the others go. in a hotel. He asked me to undress and stand in front of him let him turn a few laps, I really want to commit suicide! but the thought of my mother, I can only put up with, to agree. He reached to grab my pants, I was scared back to flash. But he looked at me frightened, even more happy. He forced me to stood before him, not allowed to tamper with. otherwise lieu of payment. I can only stand there. let him get me arrested, I really tears. Xinyi Heng, close your eyes and resigned it. Later, I erection, and he ordered me to masturbate to him, and then squatted in front of me, looked at his face grin. He also kept asking me: l quickly shot it? fast shot, quit. hear no . r I quickly shot when stopped. he should latch my mouth below the tongue tip to lick my penis. my first contact with gay, nausea and vomiting was only! he caught me ** I suddenly soft. I really hate him to death. He was angry, let me get out. I know, I need money to save his mother's life. So I can only turn him, and ask him to give me a chance. This time he actually wanted me to go with his lower body through the mouth. I really do not want to earn the money. but I can do? I can only give him with eyes closed. him that strange smell taste, I feel like vomiting! he should hand grabbed my hair, and then rearing to plug in my throat! me once again to be stimulated by his spit, and I wanted to hide, he hit my hand head and back. In this way, he shot in my mouth, I could not breathe, swallow a lot of semen instinctively. I feel like my intestines are tossed. He let go, I go the toilet running, lying on the toilet, even should spit out the bile. . I dare not look on as Ting, I am afraid that my clients is also in his mind. Ting hand smoke has burned the roots, Ting feel the temperature of the hands, then up the cigarette butts thrown away, put their feet It is off the ground, but also fiercely eyes met. He continued: a nightmare, a nightmare always be unconscious. That was my first night, my virginity. I have nothing. I was very lost, I feel as if frustrated, want to live. However, this is the mother's life-saving money, I also some happy! I can save my mother, my mother's surgery hope! is my mother's son earned the money back to the store hh, big?? have asked me the process, I actually become utterly shameless, and they talk at length about every detail, those words, when I first came to only listen to them talk, while he never open my mouth to say. I like fall. I think anyway, has been this, the more times it does not matter. I l r keeps complimenting me Daddy could have some future as a r l. I was money boy, and thousands of people reviled, people abandon the money boy. I am shameless, I abject , I am sick hh it is me talking, or noticed that he still has memories of the audience. He looked at me, do not know what to say, I almost cried with the tone quickly added: can not stand. to how what? Fortunately, there are you, woo, I love you! I actually shed tears, I cried and hugged Ting, unable to come. Ting patted my back: ting on the hands than paper towels, wiped his tears. V in Ting's shoulder, and murmured: laughed: to drop nearly a year of courses, from a new study it! lost interest in girls! Do not worry, I really love you, you and they are not the same. , I really could not bear him, full of his infinite love, I look into each of his look. He has that smile, smile. my eyes could not bear to leave his smile, until I no longer see to him. After two months, Ting will always call me. we can only rely on telephone contact. Suddenly one day, my bank received a sum of money on private accounts, a full million. Search it to fate, I know, is dry Ting in Shanghai. I'll call his dorm phone and his cell phone, cell phone is always off, everyone says that he has dorm out of school early. I just panicked hands and feet, to find that person, Ting has disappeared. hh now, my hands a letter, the origin of this letter, I'll tell you. let me according to the letter, put-ting my life after leaving returned to Shanghai speaking full hh school in that period of time, because of boredom, Ting sometimes to also do MB, but that the fishing grounds, he is the most wide shot of the boss. Ting feel very confused and do not know why Google Tao so much money? seems like forever Hua Buwan. And Gu Tao Ting sees opportunities in the pure looks handsome. One day in the afternoon, he put ting about it, to the Huaihai Road, a clear bar chatting, sitting in a secluded corner of the two men had been staring at Ting look. Ting also felt someone watching him, he thought it was Two men came, after twenty minutes did not, Google Tao's cell phone rang, he answered the phone to the side, and then come back to the very mysterious Ting said: really the most famous red r l know about it, I can guarantee that you will not regret it forever. hotel, where a suite hotel, they saw who was known as Step beyond the man, in fact, perhaps more accurately called a little boy. He looks, cool feel he was not from the world's; his eyes no matter what kind of expression, have revealed a loss of will and the people Lost and Delirious magic. he saw Ting, and very happy. to the Valley Tao said: ! let me see you. said it could introduce a place for Ting do MB, can guarantee a monthly income of more than one full year out of income do MB. could be a millionaire soon. and very safe, no danger. In addition to the absolute identity kept secret , guests are also membership, guests are very high, there will be a mess of the disease. However, the MB candidates also have very strict requirements: First, high-quality, in addition to the absolute first-class appearance, but without higher education fundamental discussion, and have the ability to conduct a second foreign language proficiency session; Second, and bar sign, usually three to five years for a sign, where the MB and not the same as the outside, the outside of the MB is ; were received on behalf of the bar to go, and not directly related to the bar, and here the MB is signed directly with the bar belongs to the service bar for the guests as a subsidiary body, if the MB after signing breach of contract, deadline to do so dissatisfied , it would have to pay millions in compensation, where the MB is rarely to be nurturing guests, as the same as the huge ransom in compensation, not casually but was willing to raise MB's pocket; again, after signing the MB to be conducted three to six months of professional training, to be material from the access to sexual techniques, but also left the body naked to the bars, to prevent the expiration of the MB do go out after exposing the inside story. Lin Ting brother said these conditions are met , and the experience has done MB, should consider such an opportunity. Ting do not believe they say. Lin brother is not angry, he asked Ting: , the erection, ejaculation, complete with their own consciousness to control their orgasm. you? as in spring. Lin brother's body is simply impeccable, broad shoulders, there is no fat on the waist, chest and abdominal muscles slightly protruding, slightly upturned rounded hips, long slender legs straight, and he took off his clothes look, more like Michelangelo's continue to moan, and then pinch their breasts gently rubbing his penis to become blood anger Zhang, really twitched and began to ejaculate. Ting witnessed, if not, could not believe my eyes. He that times really stunned. Valley Ting Tao looked at, the look of a selfish, private smile, the way it turned out a towel from the bathroom, dipped in water, clean Lin brother shot semen on the ground. And at this time to calm down brother Lin , the hair hanging down the forehead to the back of the head manager, openly directed at Ting smiled: is impossible, I remember a friend who is in Guangxi to the backcountry, and how he imagined how great the spectacular Tiananmen Square, and I accompanied him to Beijing, he actually said with a: l, ah, ah Tiananmen how did such a small ? and I expected far worse. r things, only by virtue of their experience summed up from the outside world and impressions to determine or as thought. In the fifties or sixties, has a secret homosexual activity, in society at that time, considered to be distant to the gay thing. hooliganism on the law and the basis of sodomy, homosexuality can be sentenced. that the age of homosexual love is not still happen? on. continued: in Israel and Palestine? You can tell the feelings of my death? You can not. because no one told us dead, dead feeling and the realm of death. So we imagine all sorts of things to scare myself. and always from the heart, including the stubborn belief that I was very far from dead yet. But you have been living for thousands of years have seen up to now the dead man? None of us can not escape a death. who can predict do they die? U.S. President may be the world's most powerful man, but he also went to a pack of lies superstitious prophets, because he could not predict his own fate and future, how can we have a good lead a country? no system is complete, perfect. We the presence of MB, and there is in China, not is a good example? to and see and experience personally, feel there will be different. I've been, you have not experienced, you do not believe extenuating's. like all day long standing Nongkou put stalls selling soy sauce old lady, always can not understand how corrupt life of Chen Xitong is the same. The world is so big, what will be there, I too, many did not go through. For those new things, and I still frog. Life is good, we were young, do not give up the opportunity. a good life, to be fair to yourself, and be merry. Ha ha. You go back, think about it, if you want to try to tell a small valley, you can come to me. If you do not want to believe this is true, to think that nothing happened. please? This had become increasingly familiar world do not understand. He can not figure out, such as Lin-brother who just want to have to have Maung Maung, not money, do not? Q. What happens to do it MB ? he really did not understand the idea of Lin brother. it really just for money? listen to the words of brother Lin words, definitely not no vision, the snob, but more like a philosopher. but he should do in this world out of such judgments. and choose such a lifestyle. most worth asking is, he will have real feelings? If one day, lost all the feelings of the real world would be like? people When the sick, the so-called experts and professors will have superstitions, but in everyday life, people who will have a successful and outstanding superstition. This is a vicious circle of human thought. Few people seem to break through this After the cycle, but also to find another path to follow. Lin brother is outstanding in every respect, his words and actions, it is impossible not affected and touched on the Ting.
7
Three days later, Ting Tao Gu once again to find, to see Lin brother. Gu Tao smiled: ting in a coffee shop saw brother Lin, see Lin Ting brother, it is a bit embarrassed. Lin brother's wearing a very noble and generous, is not Yao Qi and far. a light gray sweater with high collar, Outside is a stand-collar, front half with a fur coat out. He was so graceful, the most special is the unique male of his charm, and Ting, who met in Shenzhen, MB is really different. smiling brother of Lin Ting: exclude all of the psychological barrier, you can do better. ; like soda. Bambusa Multiplex and Monstera and other green plants, to the bar to add a little quiet atmosphere. For the Christmas of the posters have appeared in the bar of the window. Lin Ting brother quietly watching every look and movement . Gu Tao uphold the endless fool charge froze, clinging to the table on the large popcorn and seeds suck special taste. brother of Lin and Ting, must pretend did not see it. no one to speak, as if the heart is not decided upon, some things do not end the same. Service Shengduan to the drink, softly closed the compartment door, which we all relief under the atmosphere began to perk up. Gu Tao put on the cup, against the light Check the color of the drink cup. and then gently sipping straw in. Ting mind a mess, absently shaking legs crossed. Lin brother slowly stirred with a small silver spoon with a sugar a cup of coffee and milk. Lin brother foamed cup of coffee looking at attractive psychedelic colors, tilted his head: Lin made by Columbia Center for things, secretly looked at the Lin-brother, nodded: the people? brother rub it with both hands rub the face, then rub your hands on a few, fingers crossed on his knees, with a sound like the cold and dark and deep from the bottom of a bottomless crack in the voice, said: envy, really. I never came across to me, people moving off the truth. They are my original instinctive desire, which decided, they are only in pursuit of stimulation, in their view that the costs should be outside will not put any emotion, nor will they bring any change to their lives. This is the essence of money boy! We can not have real emotions. Even if you love someone, it hh and charming eyes when the injury is more able to move. He's sad, angry, sad eyes are not hidden in the care of everything, and even laugh at the expression in the world, No! That is impossible! we have feelings, our mutual caring, understanding, accommodating each other, we and others different, we can long! When this is the fishing grounds, we do not want gentle sweeping! , is it not the reason you find me? You do not want to figure out your own future? trauma and can not escape the shadow of the result. He seems to have found that after the thrill of playing with their emotions. It is also an experienced stimulation may be formed after the tendency to abuse it? Ting and even some excitement, and he sat down: talk and see? This is how I am? Ting was not any indication. Lin brother said: and very clear, almost broadcasting cavity tone, said: and your love that exists between the gap between poor and rich! at his disposal. his relationship with you is completely a coincidence. not you think of his choice, but he accidentally when looking for vent. but he did not come to the store, like the vegetable market on the to determine the selection of live chickens, like fish being patronize your chance! so there is no preconceived bad impression of you nothing more. Even if he is passive in sex, it is to take care of your feelings, does not help! because he was to suffer and pay for the operation he naturally degrading! it is he wants, not out of your feelings. to ups and downs, as if a volcano erupted brewing. Lin brother to make a pure and innocent expression, appreciation of the Ting anger, and then he laughed: have told me. Columbia sip a little coffee taste in the mouth carefully, and he cleared his throat: . you, for whatever reason, the experience has done is like money boy do not know when a time bomb will explode, and you no peace, unwilling to face, is it? you always feel wrong, the face of his There is always vulnerable psychological, but you continue to use again in the purity of emotion that goes by. you think you own love for him is no reason and basis for, not his money and figure something else. But you are wrong again He also looks outstanding, and the young, this is not is your favorite place? Ka Shing Why do not you? He is also a lot of money, ha ha! not the money to you to be able to Give Love You do not love Li Ka-shing, it is because he was old, and he did not young and beautiful, and he did not like your partner to touch your heart. You can say your love is pure it? fact is that you need him! right? ? may well come too easily? No! you still do not understand myself. you're afraid to treat him like you or as a money boy, even now you no matter how good he can be sure that one day you lose interest and leave you , is it? You can not imagine that happens, you will never do well as the psychological preparation. because you just do not have the courage to face your own! Oh! So, you use him on every little thing you do comfort themselves. force myself to leave a little poor, and perhaps of no value to his faith in the so-called love! he can find you, as a money boy, you can not find better than money boy? He's economic strength will increasingly stronger, and able to be at his disposal more and more things, and you rely on to keep him? love faith? you do not feel pale? Once you have been afraid of things that happened, and you have been to him as the only love you now, you will once again face the same as the pain of losing his mother. The only difference is, you will get even worse defeat, because you will not have a person around you pick it up, to accompany share your happiness, and bear the pain. I right? conflicts and crisis! Gay has every psychological, especially like you pretty dangerous to Gay money boy began to love the time. you go to the fishing grounds is Why? you do not have love, faith? to do? : smiling and full of pleasure: is not active it? how out of bed to change it? more aggressive now, seize their own destiny. may have the opportunity to retain this love. Active again: Maybe you also help him. so that all issues are resolved, there would be no loss to you. He will never know, you said you had won the lottery, or a couple of years later, also run an own company, not what had happened to it? He also lost, loss of. time in each other's silence and psychological contest in the past, Ting hard to say: